Spiral
How can I get myself out of this?
I just wish I could blurt everything out on here and get away with it - minus the judgements, minus the sympathy, and negativity in general unless it’s delivered from myself..
I do not like the fact I say I will do something, and never do.
I do not like the fact I cannot name a true friend.
Nor count many on my bare fingers.
I hate the fact I’ve become dependent on somebody and I’ve completely fallen into them and cannot see a way out.
I hate the fact I feel the way I feel and it is the only feeling I feel anymore.
I want change. But I won’t let change occur.
Where’s the sense in that?
Fuck you and that head of yours, Mik.
